00:00:00Taylor Leek:Hi my name is Taylor Leek and I am going to be interviewing Dr.
Wayne Barnard of Belmont University Psychology Department. Today is November
12th 2019 at 12:00pm. So, first question: what part of your personal biography
or background led you to this position or any other position that you would
consider being a leadership?
Wayne Barnard:I think for any position I've been in I, I would qualify all of
them at some level as a leadership position or of influence. Especially the
professional positions I've been in post my either undergrad or specifically
graduate school. I, it begins with having been reared by parents who were
substantial leaders and influencers both in the community and in the church.
Both of my parents were business professionals. I grew up in a family business.
And so throughout my growing up years, I was seeing at a time when it wasn't
really very popular, both my mother and my father in positions of leadership and
in positions where they had influence on others, whether it was kind of peer
influence with other leaders or people who would traditionally I put in quotes
be considered subordinates.
Wayne Barnard:And making decisions about companies and personnel in people. And,
having you know, leadership roles within our church, not just our community. And
when I say community, you know, I'm talking about business, but I'm also talking
about chamber of commerce the lion's club just, you know, organization after
organization. So, that has an effect and has had an effect on all of my
siblings, quite frankly. We kind of, it was kind of the expectation that you
would put yourself out there that you would you know, assert yourself relative
to taking on responsibility in a civic minded kind of way. So, then that opened
opportunities, at least for me both in sports, but even more specifically in
student government especially in junior high and high school. And then that just
kind of morphed into college and taking on various leadership positions.
Wayne Barnard:You know, oftentimes even in high school you know, I did a lot of
summer camp kind of work and I don't, I don't, I don't want this to sound the
way it could come across if I'm not careful, but I will always at years younger
than one would expect. I was finding myself kind of put forward as a leader and
felt great permission to take on those opportunities, whatever they might be.
And got some fairly positive feedback relative to these different types of
leadership. And so, you know, that that just kind of keeps you moving in that
direction and feeling like it's attainable. So then, you know, post undergrad,
you know, I, I took a position at a pretty early age in a church and that led me
to working in the prison system and, and kind of stepping out in a very unknown
kind of place in asserting myself there never realizing, you know, I, I, it just
never crossed my mind that something wasn't possible, which is interesting.
Wayne Barnard:And I would say that that's kind of the way I was reared is, you
know just do it before that was a Nike slogan, you know? And so, yeah, that's
what I did. And, and so early on stepping into places and I remember in my
master's level training you know, one of my major professors saying, well, I
want you to work with a team and, and develop a program for the state of Texas,
a domestic violence diversion program for spouse abusers. And I'm like, okay,
you know, and here I am, you know, barely 23 and wet behind the ears and I'm
working with a population of people that I wouldn't have thought I would work
with. And it was a great experience both for me and for them, likewise in the
jail and prisons. And then, you know, moving on into the graduate school and
every job that I applied for and, and was selected for just kept stepping into
increasing levels of, of leadership and responsibility.
Wayne Barnard:Yeah. And I would say that having some you know, significant
mentors, but more than anything, having an environment where I felt like it was
an expectation that it was a possibility, maybe more so a probability and having
people, you know, continue to affirm those things in me. I as I've, you know,
not every situation was perfect. I, you know, I've had my moments where perhaps
I was not quite as successful as I could have been for whatever reason, but
yeah, just never felt pushed always more. It was kind of a pulling and guided
yeah. Kind of focused attention in that particular,
Taylor Leek:Yeah. You grew up like with the presence of your parents, showing
you kind of what leadership and what that role is. Do you think that had a
significant impact on how you define leadership today?
Wayne Barnard:You know, it's a, it's a tired phrase, but it still has meaning
for me, the idea of servant leadership or nowadays we talk a lot about
transformational leadership as opposed to being just a transaction. It's meant
to be transformative, both for the leader, but also for the organization or
whatever the group might be in which one finds themselves, you know, as an
influencer. And so I like to think that that was what was modeled before me that
it was putting yourself out there, sacrificing yourself at times for the common
good not, not for one's own purposes. Obviously, I derived a great deal of
satisfaction and that would continue to put me in some pretty amazing places,
but it was always intended to be for the good of the whole, whatever the whole
might be. And I, I would say that's been true for my siblings as well.
Taylor Leek:Yeah. Are they also in positions of leadership in their own right?
Wayne Barnard:Oh Yeah, yeah. Without a doubt. Whether it's been, it's been
political, it's been professional. It's been leadership roles in, in church and
neighborhood, community, you know, civic kinds of roles. Yeah. Yeah.
Taylor Leek:Do you, so I know you kind of, I know you are Episcopalian. You, did
you grow up Episcopalian or did you grow up in a different religion? And do you
think different religions have different ideas of what leadership is?
Wayne Barnard:Oh, absolutely. I grew up in the churches of Christ which is a
somewhat akin to the Baptist church and say, and in my growing up years women
did not have the kind of leadership roles and opportunities they have now at
church. And so publicly in terms of worship you know, you would not have seen
women participating in my church, my mom on the other very strong woman and
always led I would say in positions that were quote allowed. But then I think
it's safe to say, kind of push the envelope. And I can remember times when you
know, she was teaching or leading or doing whatever in a context would not
necessarily be considered a place where a woman could do those things. And
though there might've been some contention you know, was just kind of pushing
that in the loop.
Wayne Barnard:And so even while still in the churches of Christ, my family was
kind of kind of moving things forward and and so therefore I did and thought
that that was kind of the thing to do and it was only within the last 15 years
that, that I've the churches of Christ number one have changed dramatically.
Now, women's roles are such music, the whole thing has changed. But it's been
within the last 15 years that I've made decisions to move toward Anglicanism
first because of our time in, in England the UK. But, but then as we came back
and, and just making a choice to be a part of the Anglican community here, it
just kind of fits better overall with how I think and, and how I practice faith.
Taylor Leek:Yeah. I grew up Episcopalian as well. And so I kind of saw that
leadership. I didn't grow up during the time period that you did, but I saw the
leadership that was going on between what my dad grew up in the Baptist church,
very Southern Baptist church, and watch how I grew up. So I understand that
position. I think the next question that I want to ask if you could go back in
time and restart over, would you take the same pathway that you have taken now?
Do you think your experiences are salient and they have provided you with just
valuable memories or would you try to do different pathways?
Wayne Barnard:That's always a great question. My wife Mimi and I talk about that
quite a bit. I probably if I think much of what I've done and experienced would
be very similar. There are a lot of different domains I'm interested in and one
would have been probably to pursue even further education in theology like I did
in the world of counseling and psychology. I often wish I had perhaps one I
would have gone out of state for university. When I wanted to. My wife was at a
point where you know, staying close to home was a little safer. And so, we
didn't venture out like I had wanted to and I would have changed that now that
I've taught abroad, I would have probably studied, tried to study at Oxford or
Cambridge theology. I think I might've still gone into counseling and
psychology. Cause that kind of naturally happened anyway. And I'm that kind of
person. So, I think there would have always been the helping professions,
theology and psychology philosophy and I probably would have done further study
in the theology and philosophy area as well as counseling and psychology.
Taylor Leek:Oh, that's great, that's interesting. Because I, when I was thinking
about doing this interview, I was like, what would he do different? Because it
seems like from an outsider's perspective that everything that you've done is so
valuable and so enriching. I know when you came to talk to global leadership, we
were all like, wow, he did that, he's done that. And I think when we're growing
up, we always look to people to see if they would have changed things to see if
we want to change things. So I think knowing that, that you would have kept the
same trajectory that you had and you fell into the positions kind of comforts
people because we fall into positions that we don't always see coming. So that's
definitely comforting. I know you have children.
Wayne Barnard:I would add one more thing. The other thing I would have done was
to be much more intentional about learning other languages. I had opportunities
to do that and just kind of dabbled in several languages, which I still do,
which has been helpful. And I've certainly traveled, which I would've done
regardless abroad but, and lived abroad. But I wish I'd been more intentional
cause I had opportunities to become even bilingual or multilingual for sure.
Yeah, and I definitely wouldn't, would and it's not too late. And so I'm working
on it, but it would have been easier earlier age, grandchildren. Yes, I do, who
don't speak,
Wayne Barnard:We're going to see what that's like or the three year old at
Christmas time. But fortunately our sons
Wayne Barnard:Speaks Norwegian, but you know, it'd be nice not to have been
translated, so I'm working on my Norwegian.
Taylor Leek:Yeah. you, as you mentioned, you have children do you think your
role with your parents, do you think that's something that you've seen and
they've kind of followed that trajectory? Israel on the same pathway, but
because I know one's in the military, so, yeah. Yeah,
Wayne Barnard:Absolutely. Without a doubt. I, you know, it, it's, it's nature
and nurture. They're genetically gifted in a lot of different ways. They were
both honors students. My son left high school after a sophomore year and came
onto college. And my daughter was younger than her peers. And so they've always
they grew up with us you know, in, in education and working on our, our graduate
degrees. And so that's kind of what they've known. They were schooled on a
university campus at a very young age and even went to the, the elementary and
high school when my son left that, but that was part of our campus. And so they
grew up being babysat by our students and going on trips with us. And so
education, you know, night and day was just what they knew.
Wayne Barnard:And like my mother, my wife Mimi has been a professional all along
and so they grew up with both of us working professionally and in higher ed
especially. And so, yeah, I would say they've seen us as leaders in our
profession as leaders at church, as leaders in the community, just like I did.
And have taken that on as an expectation and as a responsibility. And so for
them in, in their different kinds of work and where they live both of them are
excelling in that way. And it comes pretty natural for them.
Taylor Leek:So would you say that your, your legacy would be to see them succeed
as well as to see them succeed in a leadership role as how they should and not
something that you expect of them? Cause I know expectation is high with a lot
of parents, but I think from what I'm hearing is that you want them to succeed
and excel in their own right.Â
Wayne Barnard:Yeah. And you know, when they were growing up, just like with me,
I would say at times, you know, you, you, you kind of resist or fight against
certain expectations and yet somewhere in you, if you're able you, you kind of
understand and, and get past that. And so, you know, we would I I'll say
allowed, I allowed my children choice. And so, if they were trying something and
decided it wasn't for them, some would say I might let them stop doing it
quicker than others would have. But that didn't create any kind of inability on
their part or feelings of inadequacy. It allowed them to kind of pick and choose
where they, you know, saw their giftedness, whether, I mean, in generally it was
sports, it was music, it was acting. You know, my, my son even did dance
lessons, I mean an acting and, and he was a sports guy.
Wayne Barnard:Now he's an officer in the Navy, but, you know, they just tried a
lot of different things and I think that was helpful. And it really comes from
my background of having done a lot of different things and, and wanting, you
know, to experience as much as I could. And so now they kind of have this
voracious appetite for experience. And so they've traveled broadly. They've
studied abroad multiple times. They've studied languages, I've sent them to
language schools. They're both quite gifted at language. And they take
opportunities, you know, they, they you know, in Texas we say take the bull by
the horns and they're kind of that way just putting themselves out there. And so
I don't they are at a point now at 30 and 31 where it's not any more
expectation. It's, it's anticipation and it's kind of just the way we're wired.
Taylor Leek:Yeah. I think that's, yeah, that it's like that anticipation that
what are they going do next because they can do anything next because you've
given them those choices and those opportunities and they take those
opportunities. Would you say in your time as a leader in different roles that
your definition or how you've led has changed with every role? Or does it stay
pretty consistent with you?
Wayne Barnard:I think generally it stays consistent. I would say though that
context really does shape sometimes both success and failure as a leader.
There've been times when I was leading in student affairs at a university. You
know, I had a lot of people ultimately reporting up to me. And so there were
various layers and I tried various things, really kind of working against a
typical hierarchical structure. I tend to be a bit more of a feminist in my
perspective of leadership. And at times though, I have some, you know, fairly
traditional masculine values, you know, kind of butt up against that. And I, in
my best self, I would try a very collaborative leadership model and I tried to
flatten and create a, a flatter kind of structure rather than hierarchy. But
then there are times where, you know, I felt like I had to be a bit more
hierarchical because of an issue that was going on or someone mainly not working
well within a flatter structure and had to create some hierarchy.
Wayne Barnard:So in terms of structure and those kinds of things, I would say
it's changed a bit, but I would say I've grown in terms of my understanding of
leadership as influence, understanding what followership means, understanding
good practices relative to communication and, and kind of the idea of, of
cultural intelligence that we're all different. Not just from different cultures
in terms of where we live in terms of nation but, but other kinds of cultures as
well. And gender and just across all kind of you know, inclusivity and kind of broadly
Taylor Leek:When you were in that well as you've gone through your leadership
role do you think, because sometimes today it feels like we have to take on
everything ourselves. Do you think it is an important necessity for us to learn
to delegate? And if so,
Wayne Barnard:Yeah, I would say if I were to, to isolate one area, one growth
area for me in leadership of all kinds it would be this idea of delegating. I do
have a tendency to take on too much. I have a tendency sometimes of not having
the best of boundaries. Part of it is, and in my mind I rationalized that I'm,
I'm leading by doing, you know, and so that it's important for people to see me
do whatever my expectation would be for all of us. And I like the way that
sounds. And I actually liked the way that feels. But sometimes delegation is
best because it's how you mentor and develop and train other leaders is to give
people opportunity to Excel and to be mentored. And I have people who I feel
like I have had some influence on their development as a mentor and, and people
who would say, you know, I learned this from you or I learned this from Wayne.
And so, that happens. But in terms of some kind of balance theory, I would say
that I'm more imbalanced and try to take on and do more than I should and
rationalize that it's for good reasons, but a lot of it is I tend to be a bit
more controlling, which is interesting. So, I have these, these selves that are
at battle that I have to work at quite a bit.
Taylor Leek:[Inaudible] Do you think you taking on too much leads to a lot of
like stressful behaviors or tendencies that you have?
Wayne Barnard:Sure. It certainly can. You know, I'm a two on the Enneagram and
so oftentimes I will take on too much more than I should. And then get to a
point where I'm resentful, especially if, you know, I'm, I'm hoping that by
doing that other people go, Oh look, we need to step up. And then if people
don't, well, you know, have you asked people to have you, have you been so
imbalanced? You know, if you are a high on responsibility, then people just
assume that you'll be responsible and they don't have to be. These are things I
know. I mean, these are things I teach and yet in my life you know, I, I still
have to battle with that. It's been true in family. It's been true in profession
in relationships of all kinds. I tend to want to do too much or take on too much.
Taylor Leek:Hmm. I'm also a two on the Enneagram. Do you, since you brought it
up, the Enneagram is like such a big concept now and a big idea from a
psychological, because I know other professors stand differently on it. How this
has nothing to do with leadership, but how valid do you feel like it is?
Wayne Barnard:Oh, I think it's valid. I think, I think all of these, whether
it's the Myers Briggs the the big five personality I think the MMPI too. I think
the Enneagram, I think StrengthsFinder, you know, you could just go on and on
and on. These are all tools. These are all mechanisms by which we can know
ourselves better. And they all have some validity in a place. I don't think any
of them should be you know, the isn't necessarily the gold standard, if you will
rather maybe a battery of, of opportunities to come to know ourselves better,
including perhaps talk therapy and other mechanisms. But even psychoeducation,
you know, they're all different kinds of ways that we can have a better
perspective of who we are. I liked the Enneagram out. What I like about it is
that it's not pie in the sky.
Wayne Barnard:I mean, it gives you a sense of yourself in your best self and
then when you're not your best self so much like StrengthsFinder, it kind of
shows the darker side. And so anytime you know, the yin and yang is just true.
And I've, I've kind of talked about that in this interview because that's just
how we are and when I'm in, when I'm in my best self I think I do quite well.
But stress, anxiety being tired, being lonely and frustrated leads to anger
those kinds of things can really push you out of your best self. And if you're
not careful, you act out of your worst self. And then the dark side, there's its
ugly head.
Taylor Leek:Yeah, I understand that completely. We've talked about some
personality tests or tools and global leadership and one of them was the
North, South East, West compass. And we got put into groups, interests like
compare and contrast how we feel about other groups and how they feel about us,
who we work best with. Do you think he has? From my standpoint, knowing who you
are on both sides, the good, the bad the in between is a good tool for being an
effective leader and being a good leader. And being able to connect with your
constituents and leading them properly?
Wayne Barnard:Absolutely. I think that's just generally true about all
relationships. I was president of my senior class in high school and this is one
of those things where, you know, my classmates were not all that in what the
class motto was going to be or anything else. And so I ended up just doing a lot
of it. And so the, at the time I was really taken by this old Scottish saying
would some power God give us to see ourselves as others see us. And that became
our class model. And I also use that that thought and that notion in my senior
class president speech at graduation. And I've just always believed in terms of
a, a partnership, whether it's you know, two people who choose to live life
together in whatever way friends but even, you know, leadership the, the better
we know ourselves, the less we get hooked into other people in their stuff and
we know where we end and they take off and we don't get into codependent kinds
of relationship, which is a thing I struggle with this idea of balance.
Wayne Barnard:And so I, I'm not, I'm not one that would want to spend my life
navel gazing because I'm very others' oriented. But I think knowing yourself
well allows you to know other better and not have the, to become entangled in a
way that's unhealthy and that's just true about all relationships.
Taylor Leek:[Inaudible] If you, this is just something that I like to ask a lot
of people especially my mom because it differs from people to people. But if you
were to have to define what a leader means, what, how would you define it to
tell the rest of the world? How would you define leadership? Because it's often
today a buzzword that we all hear, but we don't actually all understand
completely. Even being in a global leadership class, I don't understand it
completely. And people have different perspectives on it. So if you had to
define it, what would you,
Wayne Barnard:Yeah. And I've used this word already. You know, I see kind of
factors of leadership and, and one of those is influence. Obviously if, if, if
you don't have influence, then you're really probably not connecting with others
or interacting with others that might even promote anything like what we think
of as, as leadership. But with that I think of other words I think of is
trustworthiness and that idea of integrity. And if you say something, you do it
and you follow through. And so I think a leader has that sense of integrity. How
so? Think about the difference between you know, leadership is often about power
and it is a, you can't deny that. And so I think instead of positional power,
which is more traditionally thought of as leader, you know, it's kind of C suite
person, CEO, top of the hierarchical chain I think of character power.
Wayne Barnard:And so I think that the real power of leadership is not in one's
position but in one's character. And so those are traits that are developed over
time. You know, some of those you know, in terms of of nature, we're born with,
I would say temperament anyway somewhat fixed, but I think then environmental
influences and what we give ourselves to create certain kind of character traits
and values that went in place provide the ability to be most influential in
another person's life. Such that there's there's humility, you know, so wisdom,
wisdom is knowing what you don't know or realizing there's something you don't
know you may not know, but you certainly realize and then that opens you up to
learning from others. And I think greatest influence comes when there's
reciprocity and people are both leading and being led, being transformative, but
also being transformed teaching. But also being taught. And so again, in my best
self, I think I'm a person who's quite open to learning from others. And my
leadership has always been best when that's the case as opposed to, you know, my
not so good self that tends to be a bit more controlling and no at all thinking
that my way's best. And if people were just falling in line, we'd be fine. Yeah,
Taylor Leek:That's how I feel sometimes. I think I just want to ask you this
question just because I'm from, like I said, an outside perspective. I think
it's really good to talk to people that you look up to and try to see how they
feel about this or what their thoughts are. But what do you, once you leave
academia or once you leave your position, what do you want your legacy to be?
Whether it be, because I know you worked for other places and then you're here.
So, what would you want your legacy to be for students specifically?
Wayne Barnard:Yeah. I think what I hope for is that the way I teach, the way I
lead my life, live my life, portray my life and my experiences such that it
gives students a sense of hope, a sense of possibility. A sense that really and
truly we have choices and choice is a gift. And then responsibly living within
choice you know, making decisions, those decisions leading to new decisions not
thinking that there's just one way to live and be in the world professionally or
otherwise. And that there are great possibilities but it requires you know, some
guts, some intelligence. But then some you know, this idea of fortitude and
perseverance and putting yourself out there. There's not you know, we, we
basically write our script. There's no script we're following.
Wayne Barnard:And so we're, we're more in charge of that I think, than we
realize. And this narrative unfolds over time. And it's not something you can
always plan in advance. In fact, most of it is retrospective. Most of it is
looking back to see where you've been, to know where you're going. And so that
kind of interconnectedness that kinda connected, knowing that kind of
interdisciplinary just being open to learning from different people, different
cultures, different opportunities, different experiences. You first have to put
yourself in those places, right? And so, it just requires some courage and some
guts. Some things work, some things don't. But you can't be held back by that.
You got to keep moving forward. But with an eye in the past sometimes I think I
don't spend a lot of time thinking about the past at all. I'm very future
oriented, but I'm not a historical. I think that history teaches us a lot and if
we're not keen to it we really will find ourselves kind of repeating behaviors,
painting, repeating ways of thinking and behaving that aren't helpful. And, and
there are a lot of things that our society, our world has learned multiple
times. And that's just part of it. But, you know, looking to the future but
always having some eye on where we come from and where we're going in the present.
Taylor Leek:Well that's helpful. I, yeah, I when I came here or was choosing to
come here, it took like a leap of faith and courage just because I'm only an
hour and a half away from my family, but my family was an integral, integral
part of how I grew up and where I grew up. And so, coming here was this huge
leap and I think I've learned along the way from you and some other professors
that you havea to take those leaps when they present themselves. And I think
there's value to be learned and all the leaps that you take.
Wayne Barnard:Absolutely. I think so as and so, you know, there we all like
safety and security and so it's nice to have those touch points and those
touchstones. And I certainly do. I've, I've traveled and lived away from family,
but we're fortunate enough in this day and time that you still have that
connection back to family. And even if in terms of proximity, those people,
friends, family, significant others are not right there with you. There is a
connection. And if you foster that connection and maintain a lot of what you've
learned from others over time and, and what you're still learning from others,
you know, you can, you can venture out, you can go far away and you can do some
amazing things. And you know, I've lived apart from my wife for a year while I
worked in lived in China and I, and therefore from my, my parents and my
siblings, I've always pretty much lived away. And so, and that was intentional
and that was purposeful. And so now my kids are doing the same thing. And but
you know, we we maintain the close affection and affinity through all the means
available and then realize, you know, regardless, it's a plane right away.
That's all
Taylor Leek:Plane rides. They can be expensive, but it's nothing like family
Wayne Barnard:And, you know, we all spend our money on something. So you just
prioritize what you're going to spend your money.
Taylor Leek:Yeah. I, I think that's it for all my questions that I'm sincerely
interested in asking you. Because some of the other ones I feel like I aren't as
what, as intentional as I want them to be for the interaction and the interview
him. But I really do feel like I've learned a lot about your leadership style
and how you define leadership and how your positions have helped you grown. But
I, I genuinely am so thankful for you. Yeah. When I switched from the bio
department, I never thought I wouldn't find like comfort where I was an I got
assigned to you and I've definitely found comfort and peace, so genuinely I am so,
Wayne Barnard:Oh, I'm glad. I'm, I'm very glad that that's helpful for me. And
you know, you've seen me generally at my best, but you've also seen me at times
when life is pretty tough and I'm, I'm fairly transparent. Some would say to a
fault maybe given my role, but I, I've just always believed I don't think it's
helpful for students to believe that life gets to some plateau and you've
stopped you cease being a human being and has difficulties. And so I've been a
little bit more transparent about family issues or things going on or struggles
simply because, you know, it's the real world and shame on me for not presenting
a real world and, you know, appropriately so. But, so that's, that's been my
intention by being a bit more transparent as I see it and more of an open book.
I just, I would never want to give some image of myself that's just simply not true.
Taylor Leek:I know other professors in other departments don't do that as well.
So it's something that I talked to other people and we genuinely value about professors.
Wayne Barnard:Yeah. You know, my, one of my mottos is, is live large, live loud.
You know, that's kind of what I've always done and sometimes that can get you
into trouble. But, you know, I, I know how to apologize. I know how to back out
of things, and I don't think that's bad. I think that's a good thing. It models
kind of just civic life for people. And you know, there are ways to disagree
that are, are helpful and agree as well. But yeah, that's, that's kinda how I
want to be. Yeah.
Taylor Leek:You seem to be living it well and living true to yourself, which, we
value as students, so thank you.